FAMILY VACATION

I love my family. 10 of us drove to the beach and spent almost a week there. Good food. Love being with my family.

The bad thing was the 12 hour drive there and back. This was very painful with my knees and health issues. This was the first time I knew I would not be able to do that again.

While I was away I had a farm sitter coming twice a day to pick up eggs and feed and water all the animals.

While away my aged livestock guardian dog passed away. This made me sad while on vacation and made all my grand kids very sad. It also made coming home more sad.

As I sit here after getting home all I can do is cry. You should not be depressed and sad after a family vacation. But I am because I could not enjoy my family like I wanted to! I had to be left out of evenings sitting out on the beach with everyone.

Anyway I am going to drink some coffee and cook some dinner and try to get my self together.